Counting Crows and Something More

My LSS for the day: Counting Crows – A Murder of One

“All your life is such a shame, shame, shame. All your love is just a dream, dream, dream…” How depressing is that? It suddenly feels like you’ve done nothing but mistakes your whole life. Anyway, I think I’m through with all the depressing, morbid, masochistic thoughts. I think four days of it is enough torture to last me a couple of months. Ayoko na!

Well, depressed or not, I did manage to make something good out of it. Finally was able to talk with my bestfriend who is in Singapore right now (girl bestfriend as I consider Hanii One as my bestfriend as well). We we’re able to talk almost the whole day about our heartaches and misgivings about the future and a whole lot more. In the end, it made us feel a lot better and puts a lot of things into perspective.

I can’t make you love me if you don’t…

It’s been a while. Stuff happens. Shit stuff happens. I’m in a rarely gloomy mood the past week. I’ve never been the type to stay in a rut for that long. But this time is really different. I just can’t seem to shake myself loose from the cobwebs. Arrrgghh!

I love so much and I hurt just as much. Is it supposed to be this way? I’ve asked myself a thousand times if everything that I gave up was all worth it. I used to answer with a resounding YES. Now, I’m not so sure anymore. I’m not even sure if the guy loves me now. I’m not sure of everything!

Buti pa mga cartoon charaters na ‘to. Na-express ang nararamdaman ko.

{credit goes to kawaii not}